And now that I'm older the after effects are getting worse; now I have joint pain, stomach issues, poor vision, migraines, harder to hear and more memory lost.
It's been very hard and I struggle my whole life to learn and to understand where I belong in this world. But thanks to my strong will to live and survive I made it through 20 years of marriage and have five wonderful kids.
Our survival is in our strengths, no medication ever worked for me as my system seems to be set in stone. I try to eat as natural as possible and people say I look good for my age, but they don't what I'm going through on the inside.
Many nights I went to sleep thinking I would not wake up the next day and I'm still here. So to all of you dealing with this crazy unfairness I say stay strong, focus on real life, meditate, be true to your inner self, listen to your body.... Peace and Love.