Three weeks of antibiotics and then I was left with all sorts of feelings. I can't pee anymore - no feeling. My speech is awful and I twitch badly. My whole body jerks. I get headaches.
This scares me, I have flashbacks. I try to process what happened but I can't. I'm finding things hard to cope with.
People think I'm better because it's gone now, but it's worse now because I still feel it. I'm awake and aware of the scars I feel.